LOSS…..of memories, relationship, happiness. A Sister

Losing someone hurts...

“A best friend is always a best friend”…. “A best sister will always be a best sister”…

I certainly don’t believe on that…
Why am I having this heartache now? Why is my bestfriend leaving me now? It’s like I’ve lost a best friend, who have been there with me at all times of my life since I was born, in my joys, my naughtiness, in my playtime…my sister.
Indeed it’s so sad to be left alone…

I remember my early young hood, when my best friend died in an accident in a river…5 years ago… She left me and I felt so sad… very sad… It seemed like I’ve lost my arm.. It was so painful that made me think of killing myself… (Allow me to state this in vernacular, so that I could express what I feel).

Sakit jud kayo mawad-an ug usa ka minahal…Dugay na kadto.. sakit jud.. Pero unsay mas sakit? “Ang mawad-an ug minahal apan anaa japun ga-tinga ga-ginhawa…buhi toud, apan daw sa gikawatan ug kinabuhi.”

Niadtong mga panahona nga anaa ako sa labing kagoul, ania ang akong ate aron mu-unong kanako.. Siya akong nahimong kusog… Didto nako nakita na daghan pa nagmahal nako.. Naa diay ang akong ate…Apan sa kalit, siya mibiya kanako ug mi- lakat sa laing dalan… Dili na siya makit-an ug murag wala nay planong mobalik…

Labawng KASAKIT ang gibati ko…

Last years of my high school life and early in my college life we have have become best of friends..Daghan maibog ug daghan malipay na makita me..Malipayon kami..

There was this point na I made her as the no.2 important person in my life.. Sunod siya kay God..3rd was my family. That was during our recollection.. I loved her so much and she loved me… I know.

But, it just ended. Wala na ‘ko’y ate…
She died…
Not her body, but her soul…
could that be possible?

Yes, dili na siya ang ate na akong nailhan… nga maski sila mama ug papa wla nay mabuhat pa…Sayang ang tanan… Ang pag-paeskuela, ang pag-graduate, ang pagpadako…

Labawng KAHIUBOS nako…
Sa dihang nasaksihan nako kung unsa na siya ka suplada…Kung unsa siya mutubag sa among ginikanan… mao ba na ang hatud sa gugma ug kalouy nga ilang gina siyagit sa katawhan?? Nganong unahon ang problema sa katawhan nga ang among ginikanan naga-problema kaniya. Ang among pamilya naga-pangita sa iyang tabang… Ug siya nanabang sa uban…
Dili man sa ako selfish, apan akong gusto mabalik siya sa amu…Sa ako. Ug motabang mi sa pagtabang sa uban…

Ikaw? Ganahan ka makakita sa imong ginikanan naguol? Nag-masolub-on sa gugma sa usa ka anak nga gihatagan sa tanan?...

I want my Ate back… I need your prayers guys…
Tama jud ba na unahon ug consider iya happiness??? While daghan ang nasakitan???
Will she still be my ate? my bestfriend?

By Jemnah Dy Cavan, Ab masscom 4th year… always needing help and support…hehe
Has an ate who joined an organization that seeks for development… Actually, I really don’t know…I just love my ate..